I am what you see, I am not what they say.

these 2 wks have been bad. real bad.

had quarrel with gf cozs no time for her because some preparation for a friend's wedding.

and one of my fucking friend been such a GOOD bf of bringing his sticky gf ard which i thought only guys will be good.
he changed. this pissed me off real bad. but i cant do anything to it tho.

maybe one day, we will quarrel abt that.

gf been screwing me upside down.

its either im too stubborn or she is fucking stubborn.
but she must be thinking bringing up all these so i can changed to someone she will love other that trying to love the me now, i guess. it hurts.

almost broke up. hanging there. surviving there.. hopefully. bless me. seriously.