Why need to sad

Why need to be sad when you can be happy.
Why need to be sad when seeing people happy.
Be happier than them!
Finally I understand it. You were damn right for this.
I'm going to try my best to enjoy now!

office

Sometimes you just hated work!
Especially on Monday!

But some stuff will just make you day.
Like this.



And something like this.




Some simple stuff enough to make 1 laugh.

So many things to blog.
All forgotten =).
Maybe just post some pictures.

Marina Barrage!!! For Miss Liu Birthday!!!
Belated Tho.
Sorry we abit mean to you. Hope you can take it =)












This is my FAV spot in marina barrage.










Feel bad making this comment. Sorry miss liu.
next time go take a better 1!

Farewell dinner for 4.
The most shining 1. Salim, Crewing Exec

Juliana , Admin

Lee, DPA

Don't know the post. Angie



Drank some beer. Thanks to Juliana. Crazy people. Next day working!
Goodbye~

That was the worst ending that i could imagine..

I thought i told u to start the plan i propose on Sunday onwards?
I thought i said to meet on Sat or wat?
I thought you said if never go holiday will meet me for dinner on Saturday???

I planned from last week.
What to do for this week.
Plan keep changing everytime we chat.
Till no plan.

Saturday got some clashes of schedule.
She will always be the priority.
So I delay til Friday to confirm everything with them.
So not meet her le.
Saturday plan to be cancelled.
Even friday's plan was interrupted.
I wanted to end it nicely.
Seriously.

But nothing seems going my way..
NOTHING!
You even end it in a very cruel way but a very good way.
To Him You Won't Be A Bastard.
To Me You Are One Big Bastard.
Why did you even sms me that!
I'm not even happy at all.
I threw my phone on the table after reading it.
And all those replies from you.
Most of it made me angry only.
All the =) heh heh haha lalala all came out! "Then can regret the rest of you life"
ARGh!
What is this!? Being a bastard?

I can see from your blog. You rather happy.
I wish you all the best man.
Hope everything goes well for you. HOPE.


Edmond.
Fuck.

Its amazing how one can control feelings and not letting it out.
Impressed.

Ps Bao

PS : The rather cute is describing Bao. AND. Im not interested in her.

17 April 09 Friday

Company Lunch !! At Keppel Club.

Was fucking no mood that day. Didn't feel like talking to her.

Indeed. Never talk much. 0 words from until after lunch.

The tables were full . So i got separated from the rest.

Rather a relieve. So i don't need to see her.. Altho i did make a few peeks at her..

Only 5 of us in that table. Can't order the set.

So we order our own food!!!

Shiok.

Some CHAP CHAI. Mixed Vege. Took NONE.

Fried Chicken. Half. $14.

Sambal Sotong..

Sambal Prawn.!

My Dessert. not nice. very sweet.

had a bit of this durain. FUCKING NICE.

Vanilla ice cream.

ya so blah blah. never talk much. i was feeling awkward to start any thing.
ARGH.
Couldn't care less about it. Just want to keep myself in peace!!! For 1 day. haizz.

Wish angie goodbye! MISS HER man..

RUsh to Bao office to find her. At PSA.

First time to her office after working around that area for 8 months..
When i saw her. First thinking was wow. She was running here and there. Show me her stuff toy that her colleague bought for her. Kinda sneaky when she took her colleague stuff toy.
Female and male version.
Rather cute tho?

Proceed to IKEA.

Hw took the correct bus but wrong direction. So he was late. HAHAHA.

While withdrawing money.
me :"Then what? we go shopping first?"

bao : "hmm ok."

me : "wah really ah. i will shy leh haahha"

bao smile covering her mouth as usual. think she shy.

Walk around. She seems like want to buy everything there.

curtains. hangers. blah blah.

Me : " wah u want to buy so many things ah. got use or not"

bao : " donoe leh."

me : " ok come. u see anything u wan to buy i will make u not buying it"

ya so nv buy anything.

went to the wine glass area.

me : " wah u so class ah. "

bao : " drink alone at home "

me : "wah tats sad."

bao : " i can drink with my bro"

me : " wah tats even more sad"

ahah.

lionel came.

she bought 2 wine glass.

hw came after.

pay for the glass. wrap it. with newspaper.

went for dinner.

long queue!!!

had fish fillet =)

Went to anchor point to buy lionel's shoe. he said he wanted to change image.

follow bao to the shop to look for her lava lamp.
no stock.
bought bubble tea.
took cab to lionel house.
they was playing the video bao sing with her fren. its actually damn beautiful.
i got no reaction after hearing it. she said it.
so i replied i was immersed by it.
i think everyone thought i was bullshitting.
I was immersed by her voice man..

Play mahjong.
SOme stuff happended
Bad results of poking.
Shall not talk about it.

10 April Friday

Met Wei Hong when going out for movie.

He was waiting at the car park. Rain too heavy. He can't go back. WIth his sis and mum.

I gave them my umbrella. They rejected saying no need. Later i kana rain.

But i replied i won't. Later all sheltered area. Buy i was lying of cozs. haha.

THey took it.
Had movie with those fuckers. Shinjuku Incident.
Bloody show. SHIOK.
A different type of movie Jacky Chan starring in..



Went for dinner, went parkway for some pool game.
Don't really feel like playing. No mood. Talk to weihui. Reckon some of the stuff she said tho.
All except alex accompany weihui walked back home. He got work next day.
Bought 2 cans of Carlsberg. Drink under the block. Macam some uncle hahaha.
Met lionel, jh and iman for supper at Simpang.
Went to East coast intending to find some monkey business.
Nothing.. Take many stupid videos and pictures hahah.

11 April Saturday

Went to Jurong East Sports hall for badminton. Was the first to reach. Had a super weird feeling. Ok it came true. Saw someone that i don't wish to see. Had KFC after that. Chinese Garden.







Back home. Don't why msg til like quarrel liao. Call immediately to clarify something. NB kana KUP. Was already on the way out to meet people. Straight away no mood. Sat down under the block. Sms and Sms.. Called 3 times kana KUP. sian!!
Somehow settle it but don really think so. Really no mood at all. But just nice right? SInce its an EMO NIGHT OUT to drink. This situation suits me best!
Met Bao, Hw, Lionel. At Ktv Pub. Ordered Chivas!
Ang came shortly after.

I think i got abit drunk. Stupid.

Share cab with them.

Sunday!

Nothing to do.

Went to aunt house to help with their wireless stuff. Finally got it done.

Met those idiots at Parkway JUST FOR LUNCH.

Im a good friend and no one can deny that!

After very long! Finally decided to go Georges. Drink 1 bottle beer. ahha

13 March 09 Monday

Chiong my work so that i can leave for movie the nxt day. Damn juliana gave me so many invoices. Stayed til 9+ to finish. Order Mac Delivery in office to eat. Stomachache, cannot stand straight at all. Better after eating it. Continue to work!

14 March 09 Tuesday

After all the shit.

Finally got the movie thingy done.

Thanks to Lionel.

Had movie with Lionel, Hw, Bao. Juliana went as well.
Watched The Knowing.

Overall rating. 4/10. hahahaha

lousy show. But effect damn nice.

Scared she couldn't click well with them. Ended well.

WEnt home.

She fucking ignore my msg in the sms! Reply other stuff.

And keep saying things on purpose to make me angry.

FUCK.

Come on. I know what you trying to do. And it really hurts la. OK?

FUCK.

these 2 days is weird! SIAN man. but if these continue....

21-Apr-09
9:43:06 AM
Blue ♥♥
how not to heartache?

Blue ♥♥
esp *ahem* those who lyt to kncok their head against wall

Blue ♥♥
if thou noe pain, stil go knock

Blue ♥♥
i can only watch them go ahead, den try to catch them wen they fall

Blue ♥♥
nth i cud do oso

Blue ♥♥
*AHEM*

Blue ♥♥
haha

- eDmoND - The Longest Distance Is Me Standing Infront Of You But You Don't Know I Like You
YEAH RITE

Blue ♥♥
be careful bro!

Blue ♥♥
i dun wish for u to be more scarred than u had imagined

Blue ♥♥
=(

Blue ♥♥
BUT

Blue ♥♥
u my fren

Blue ♥♥
i support u!


- eDmoND - The Longest Distance Is Me Standing Infront Of You But You Don't Know I Like You
ahhaha

- eDmoND - The Longest Distance Is Me Standing Infront Of You But You Don't Know I Like You
damn it

Blue ♥♥ says (11:19 AM):
cos it hurts me to see u getting hurt ma
Blue ♥♥ says (11:19 AM):
but if its ur decision i jus hafta support right.

Sorry man.. I will be good soon i guess. No Worries.

funny

Happened to see some chat log. Funny.

i forgot wat i want to blog
last 2 words is . Some people.
some people very pretty
and cute and innocent and gentle and sweet and kind and lovable
i giving u ideas leah
some people dont know how to be crazy... so boring
tats ur blog
nb
some people are just too serious... they can go and die
y i blog this
siao ah
how i know what u blogging about
maybe hit jackpot leah
some people are just like a piece of shit!
some people just dont know how to go far far away
some people are just so disgusting that the dandruff floats around hours after they are gone
NB
trying to funny huh
how i know what u talking about
i giving u ideas leah
told u is need feeling 1
some people just dont appreciate the humor! finger
some people got no feelings~
some people got too much feelings but just dont know how to show it
tat don appreciate humour shooting me rite
smart
some people are just so smart they can sense shootings immediately... good
thank u very much
some people are just so polite!
if can i will even go to u n kiss u now. but can't
some people are so BHB
some people are so sickening! Nv brush teeth still wanna kiss people
some people only know how to PCC in front of their computers
some people dunno why they emo act not emo, not emo act emo, emo act emo, not emo act not emo
ooi
got any hit the target or not
no!
damn
hahaha
some people are so fussy
wats with the emo act not emo
some people takes things too seriously
NONSENSE
u shooting me
some people kenna shot also dunno... some people kenna shoot immediately know... some people shoot, die immediately, also still confused
impressive how u think of this altho is not the ans but its creative
so do i get the free lunch?
u don do anything i will also give u free lunch
u name it u get it
i want 1 million USD
u got liao. don ask for it again
some people say name anything also can, but when first thing is being named, it got rejected on the spot
u got already still wan for wat
so i can have 2 million USD
so easy also dunno



stress then go slp.
dont see me like happy happy hor
stress many many also ok
is it. come tell me
stressed about why i so happy
hahahhaahhaa
wtf
this is really bastard
ppl stressed abt y so sad
i'm a bitch wad
cannot issit
no problem
i also stressed about,
how come i'm so pretty ar?
stressed about, why got no stress ar?
stressed about how come i'm so crazy ar?
stressed about why i'm so stressed ar?
lalalalalalala

see! you dont wanna know one la
hahahaha
whats your problem now. <--- im actually tulan. she don't know..
nothing
hahaha
just now u keep saying don wan to tell me.
still dotn wanna tell u wad
hahahahaa
so ok la. i don wan to know la. <--- think she still don know
hahahaha

梁静茹 - 没有如果

Damn Nice Song. haha

没有如果 - 梁静茹

如果我说 爱我没有如果

错过就过 你是不是会难过

若如果拿来当借口

那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果

真的爱我 就放手一搏

还想什么 还怕什么

快牵起我的手

有人说

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死

而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你

我常说

如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住

那世界末日已来到

不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说 爱我没有如果

错过就过 你是不是会难过

若如果拿来当借口

那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果

真的爱我 就放手一搏

还想什么 还怕什么

快牵起我的手

如果 如果 如果 如果 如果

最后变成如果 我也不能接受

错过 错过 错过 错过 错过

我比你更难过 不会一错再错

嗯 这次不要再轻易错过

我常说

如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住

那世界末日已来到

不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)

别怕失去我~~

如果我说 爱我没有如果

错过就过 你是不是会难过

若如果拿来当借口

那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果

真的爱我 就放手一搏

还想什么 还怕什么

快牵起我的手

快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果

错过就过 你是不是会难过

若如果拿来当借口

那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果

真的爱我 就放手一搏

还想什么 还怕什么

快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果

错过就过 你是不是会难过

若如果拿来当借口

那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果

真的爱我 就放手一搏

还想什么 还怕什么

快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果

错过就过 你是不是会难过

若如果拿来当借口

那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果

真的爱我 就放手一搏

还想什么 还怕什么

快牵起我的手

fucker

One fucker just linked me a music video in facebook.
Nabeh.

Yee Hao Nino Lim THis is for U bro...鄭中基 - 絕口不提！愛你


fucker..

photos

Never take any photo of her yesterday.
I told myself to take at least 1 photo of her til she left. Or maybe at least 1 if went out with her.
Never did that. sad.

Smsed her at night..
She sort of ignore my last sms. By saying something else.
Thinking of what to reply her. Til fall asleep..



Why am i always looking at msn for her to online.
Looking at my phone if receive any sms from her. (she never sms me first before, i know)
I'm just waiting for something that will never come.

THANKS FOR THIS MAN HW.
HAHA. i laugh abit tho. But I'm sad.
Extract from your blog.

Good to hear: PPL have "Goal"
A motivation to keep life running.
Its very fortunate to know that someone is behind you... Pushing you.
But i guess i am not that fortunate... FUCK U. U nv try anything

HELM went for supper yesterday...
E is the one with "Goal"... A goal he trying hard to catch... This Goal Very difficult. VERY! I want to cry but i need a reason. Being very very SAD isn't a good reason.
Both of E and L act so well that I wanna give the a BIG punch to their faces... Nb don't want to show Sadness infront of you all then wan to punch me meh?
But L break into tears today... So I guess they are good in covering up... Yes we are good. Very.

E & L were poking each other... In a way to encourage each other while H & M watched the show... Yes. poking here and there, maybe we can find a reason to STOP or Continue.

FInal edit. Sunday mood

FINALLy finished editing and adding some PARAGRAPH to the post.. 1145 words! Shiok.
Maybe not going to post it.
I think im gonna compound them togehter and make a story book.

Ok Sunday was a lousy day.
Heard she meeting her bf. FUCK.

No mood.
Just need to go out. Canot stay at home with the mood.
On the way to bus stop. Saw 1 IC on the floor. Picked it up. Belong to an auntie. Staying just around that area. Thinking of returning to her or just give police. Decided to give her back.
Went up 17 floor. knock on the door.
She came out. Returned her.
"O thank you very much thank you very much. god bless you. you are a very good person. my son lost this. Thank you very much. god bless you"
So happy when i heard all these. Bighten abit of my damn lousy day.

Cut hair. Went grandma place.
WEnt to ECON buy cigarettes.
"U over 18 ma?"
OMG. SHIOK LA. hahahaha
"I don look like? 20+++= already leh. ppl say 30+"
She smile.
Brighten abit of the Night too.

Altho these can't make my lousy mood go away. But it did something.
Was happy i return the IC to the auntie.

I hope God really bless me =)

Chinese Garden - Sizzler

4Th April 2009

Super tired. Went to pray at 3am. Kana mosquitoe bite. alot. nxt day go work. super tired. went chinese garden. saw juliana. go jurong pt. buy some present for her belated present. Chat while on mrt awhile. Saded.

Met lionel they all. They eating sizzler.
HAHA i didn't know its a place to eat. went in. omg. i already eaten.
i don really regret eating at the first place la.
ya emo.
damn. went some place at night.. went to accompany a friend. Home then.





sad.



Presents! Took the picture in Sizzler. Put them on the floor!



Emo kia and sleepy kia