I hate this weekend..

Alright..
This week was kinda weird..

Monday - wed was like.. Very Good?
What I didn't expect, came... Was really Cloud 9..
Thurs.. The feeling over the past 3 days was still in my mind when it totally make me fall so great. fuck.
Friday.. Thurs feeling still there.. Was kinda down... had supper with friends and movie with cousins.. At least I finally met those that I seldom met. =)

OK now to weekend.
The plan actually was..
Friday sms few to meet on Saturday.. In the end only 3 can make it. So cancelled.
So i was planless on Saturday.. Lucky a grp asked me to go for a drink.. But that only happen after 10pm... THen the dive grp that supposed to be not free.. Suddenly all free! So we went to Minds Cafe for some game. =)

Sunday plan was to meet peifang.. Then family dinner falls on Sunday.. Told her to cancel..
I bet she won't be happy. Then got home and found out my bro can't. He wanted to change to Saturday. Then he said changed to Saturday. I was even more "fucked". THen changed again to Sunday. @#$%. All along I had a plan on Sunday.
I already had the thinking of don't go for family dinner and instead go to a friend house for meal.. And Perfectly on Saturday, that friend sms its fathers' day. SO they also family dinner... SO cancel. WTF. What to say? I meant.. Can't you tell me earlier? You only remember it 7pm the day before? I heard from people on friday you aren't free on Sunday. I thought wah. Yeah so the plan continue. And well, actually... No.. LL... Angry? More of.. Upset.. I didn't want to reply your sms. That was the first time i actually ignore an sms. Until you sent the 2nd sms at 11+pm. Yeah.. I replied...
What i meant, its the whole series of changes and cancellation.. Not only 1 event..
I seriously hate this week. What happened on Mon-Wed weren't enough to cover the upset-ness....

07-Jun-10		4:13:59 PM						and nothing reali matters now because, its just me. me out of the zillions of ppl in the world that felt how i felt. is one soul important?
07-Jun-10		4:15:25 PM						y u want type don't want type.
07-Jun-10		4:15:29 PM						i understand more than i want to. i see the world in a veri diff perspective from many. and thus i hurt myself more than i care to show. and maybe in the process of that those in my life get hurt too
07-Jun-10		4:15:39 PM						oh u see. out the zillions ppl in the world. u r the one of the few i know. that felt that way. isn't that more important?
07-Jun-10		4:15:40 PM						its ok. im not telling you why im piss.
07-Jun-10		4:16:05 PM						im telling you why i dun wanna tell you why im piss, sad upset, frustrated with my life
07-Jun-10		4:18:26 PM						ur statement can onli be true, if u knew everyone in the world. and still cared to know why i felt the way i felt.
07-Jun-10		4:20:01 PM						put it in the other way. my statement is true. u r the lesser few i know in this world. why would i care abt someone i don't know? i might as well put it to good use and care abt what u felt.
07-Jun-10		4:23:43 PM						=)
07-Jun-10		4:25:38 PM						good point

"I've got nothing to say"

What the hell have I done to be treated like this?
Whole day I only sent you one sms asking hows your day.
That reply of yours already turned me off.
Msn you, you can't talk. Shortly later you logged off.
Sms you, not even a reply of acknowledgment..
I seriously don't know what happen...
I hate this feeling.
Maybe you are just too upset to talk. Well, whatever.

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How could someone just delete a photo themselves from other ppl camera?
You might want to ask first?
Do you know the feeling.. When I'm editing those photos, then I found out the photo was missing?
Seriously... I'm very upset over it.. I thought I accidentally deleted it in the computer..
Checked the camera, It was not there! SMSed you.. Took you like ages to reply. But this doesn't matter. Asked me not to be mad.. OK fine. I won't be.. I never thought I would ever reply an sms to anyone with " I've got nothing to say ". You are the first and will be the last.
Just sad... I already never had communication with you much that day.. That photo was the one and only I took...
Just because you said it was ugly.. You deleted it yourself..
If you could have told me.. Maybe, I will delete it. If I don't, I won't post in online or whatsoever right. Worse come to worst, just say its Privacy! Copyright! I would have deleted it immediately! Happy?
Its like a series of combo on me.
1month + back. Everything changes.
Just talk about facebook will do. My wall page. You never comment anymore. Thats something quite obvious. People asked me too. Ironic!!!
3 weeks back. Worse! Ironic!!!
Now!
The deleting of photo just triggers back everything. It really hurts.. You won't know this kind of hurt.
I'm just blinded. Lets not talk about it further more. I'm tired. Funny isn't it?

YOU! YOu! You! I don't matter!

Yeah I know I don't matter to you.
Seeing your replies. The amount of time you take to reply. Not replying sometimes, well, alot of times.....
The feeling is crushing. Inconsolable. Devastating. heh..
You! Being ignorant... You! Blah Blah Blah.
Anyway, its not your fault.. You are just trying to be nice.. Yeah, I know.. Hah. I know, I know..
Its ok.. I'm good.. Its ok..
Well life goes on..

Mayday. Alex Bday!

Its been a long time since I had this kind of weekend!
Its nothing great but at least enjoyable with people that are worth-ed spending time with.

Sat
Went to Kallang Leisure Park to get the tickets from Kris.
Then had dinner over at the Jap Restaurant. It is the same as the one at The Cathay.
Then to Singapore Indoor Stadium for the concert.

Seems burnt...






Its a boring MLM birthday thingy..
Wasted 3 hours of our time listening to their history and their staff getting promoted..
The talked.... @#$%




SELF ENTERTAIN STARTED




The very entertaining hands...



hungry.


Slap








Got too bored. Went for a short break.

I actually thing this place is nice.. Nice lighting. Nice ambience.. ahha..






Mayday finally appeared at 10.30pm!! woo hoo!!! HIGH!
It totally cover up whatever time wasted.
Enjoyed it.. Its been awhile since I went to a concert..


























After they finished singing, the Founder of the MLM came up to sing their own song..
And people started to leave! hahahaa. So did we!
Took bus.

Celebrating Alex's birthday on bus! HAHA!







weihui's idea to take photo with the chair in it. So people knows we are in bus...


Had supper at Simpang Bedok when yeehao and jingneng came to join us.
Left home at 2am?

Sunday
Met kristie at Suntec to shop for laptop for her mum..
I never like going to IT show..
SO packed with geeks. hahaha. But this time round was ok.. not much people.. I guess all people are broke.
Took taxi to meet the others at Tea Chapter. We reached there almost the same time..
Spent around 2 1/2 hours drinking tea. Talking cok. Playing chess. Eating cake!
Left home after that.























Gay



Nice Birthday Cake!





Look at her eyes..


Staring at the cake..


Give her first la!

happy!















I like these 2 shots!