Stop stepping on my tail.

You said something happened... I show concern by asking.
out of courtesy, you shld reply. at least say if its personal, say so.
i'm not that dumb to continue asking.
don't just totally ignore.
twice in a day. its good enough.
pissed.
don't even know why i'm bothered by you, yet, again..

HR

Kinda pissed off with this girl.

Cancelled the jogging session last min..
Saying they got things to do. So I thought. ok.. got work.
7 pm already log off msn. CB.
Normally we ran at 7pm right!? ..
Waste my time bringing my gear to office..

Talking about work during lunch.

Normally I don't talk about my work.
I listen..
When this lady asked how is the 3 boys(temp staff) doing..
I said they were not here for 3 days.
because blah blah blah.
So she said will tell K********
I remembered telling her no need to..
4+ 5+pm boss told me someone told him the 3 boys weren't here. he didn't know.
alright.. boss is super busy with these minor thing.. he got no time to bother abt it.
of cozs.. this lady asked him!
Super angry.

" i told him the 3 boys never come for 3 days"
"and he don't know"
"i'm surprised"
FUCK U LA. I'm even more surprised that you asked him.
ok this lady is not bad outside of work.. from what i analyse...
and fuck. your a bitch during work.
Fucking HR. i actually am disgusted by you more than your boss(that everyone hated).

I swear I won't leak a single shit of what I know to her anymore.

Dream About You - Stevie B.

found some cool phrase from others blog..

"She starts yelling at me, that much I remember, but I am not responding well to anything even if Megan Fox is requesting an emergency tit fuck. I do what all men do when women are yelling at them, I pretend to search for my imaginary TV remote controller.

I don’t know if someone dragged her away, or she choked on her saliva, but the yelling ceased, or maybe she finally realized that yelling gets you nowhere when it comes to men, because we only respond well to crying, lap-dances and stripteases. We don’t even need you to say ‘please’."


The only thing dumber than a girl getting pissed drunk, is getting pissed drunk in a skirt, because not only will you be losing a liver, your dignity is going out the door as well when you parade your ass for the world to see. If that happens, I hope you wore nice undies at least. What can be worse for your friends to find out that, not only are you a bad drinker, you also have bad taste in panties.
If a guy passes out from severe inebriation and pees his pants, it's fine because it's the responsibility and in the nature of men to do stupid and embarassing things. Sure, he'll get laughed at for a couple of days, but he will go home and wank off to a poster of Megan Fox, or Michael J Fox or an Animal Planet fox poster, whatever. And he will be fine after that.



So often am I at a table and the reflex action of everyone with an iPhone is to silently partition themselves from everyone else and just indulge in their new relationship with the iPhone. It’s like it’s a fucking Tamagochi, except that it vibrates and you can use it as a phone. And the poor Blackberry user is left all alone, that even talking would feel like masturbating.

Think of the iPhone as Robin Hood, robbing you of precious interaction between you and your partner – maybe sometimes it’s for the better because sometimes you need to shut up for a relationship to work. Remember, it’s only rude when only one person has an iPhone.

WTF?

SATURDAY

BLAH : wan to watch inception?
ME : HUH
ME : u haven't watch ah
ME : hahaa
BLAH : nope
ME : when u wnana watch?
BLAH : its full
BLAH : tonight?
BLAH : i asking yh n zp
ME : downtown east 10.25?
BLAH : i go ask my sis
BLAH : so late
BLAH : its 2.5hrs manz
ME : ...
ME : fine
ME : u decide then let me know
ME : we can always watch tomorrow if u want
BLAH : okok

SUNDAY

BLAH : Let me know where u guys go later ba
ME : Wah. Ok.. Go plan watch inception tonight leh.
BLAH : I watched it last nite.. Cos my sis can't make it today
ME : Eh! What the hell. At least inform me la. I said in msn you see how then let me know when you said ask your sister first.
BLAH : Haha oops sorry... Tell u nw lor hehe

Seriously?

Finally!
After so long.. Mahjong!
Waited for them from 9 to almost 1030...
NB!

Sat
Woke up damn early for work.
Only 20% of my time I'm working.. 80% surfing net!
Met yh for lunch.
Back home to rest for awhile.
Met Faith at Sengkang and Jac and juliet at Lorong Chuan.
To Singam house for BBQ!!!
I'm the fire starter!
Actually I quite enjoy doing this kind of thing.
Most of the bbq I will prefer bbq-ing than sitting down and wait for food..
Ended at 10+.. Rushed home and prepare for next event.

Yh picked me up and we went to some pub to find his client.
To k siao see see. Cozs client bank no money to pay premium..
Then to fullerton to collect his dive watch from wilson.
Wanted to go in but Full house!
lucky..
Waited for them to come out..
Went to this Tim SUm place near mustafa..

Had the most hectic day on Friday.
The overloading of work..
The sudden urgent of item needed to supply...
Damn it all.
Almost decided no to go for the LOB..
But it all ends well.
I still went to the LOB. =)

Told Dave I will only reach by 7.45pm..
I'm the last to arrive. heh..
Met a few new divers..
That made the dive trip overall... Nice!
Much better than the previous dive obviously..
I already knew Kelly and Thomas.. Charlie too.
And 2 of their friends.. Jeffrey and Jiexin..
Kelly and Thomas are actually quite nice people to talk with.. Play with..
Charlie is 1 hell of a craper. Thats why I can get along well with them I guess.
Jeffrey... First glance.. I think hes a geek. No comments.. No hard feelings huh. hah.
Jiexin.. quite a cute girl. oh ya shes 26.. But don't seems look like 1.. She looks like 21 or 22.. I think is because she keeping her hair tied up.. At night.. when she let down her hair.. wow. I think shes pretty.. especially her side view..
Abit of in her own world type.. a little la. A mayday Fan!! interesting..
And a group of other divers.. Basically theres only 2 grp of divers..
The other and us..

First dive at Jahut..
Weiyan - leader
Me, Thomas, Charlie - Rescue
Jerad - Adv
Kelly, Jiexin - Leisure.
KELLY AND JIEXIN can't descend! The current was kinda strong.. In the end, our dive cancel! NBBBBBB
So Weiyan told us, Rescue divers to bring 1 extra weight each for the next dive.. Just in case...

2nd dive at Renggis.
Weiyan - Leader
Me, Charlie - Rescue
Jerad - Adv
Weiyan said CONFIRM got test here.
Dave and Ewan won't miss this chance...
While diving. I carried 4 weights. SUPER HEAVY.. I pump quite alot air into my bcd to maintain my buoyancy..
Dive was boring as usual..
Assist Weiyan to let Jerad do this navigation.
Weiyan suddenly turned and looked at me.. OUT OF AIR DIVER.
I swam to him and gave him my octopus..
Kinda slow reacting. haha. But still made it..
Up to surface..
Missing DIVER! Charlie went down. I went to help.. After bringing Ewan up.. Somehow Charlie "fail" cozs he did some mistake.
Suddenly again! Missing diver.
Thomas went down. I helped again..
Kinda slow in giving rescue breath.
Brought him up.. Charlie acted as the team manager this time to command. And gave Cpr.. Overall pass.. =)

Went to shore for DFS! =) hehe.
bought 3 pack cigarettes.. Coz I had none. haha. Prepared to smuggle into Singapore..
3rd dive at Tiger Reef...
Strong wave.. Strong current.. I LIKE! aahha
Weiyan - Leader
Me, Thomas, Charlie - Rescue
Jerad - Adv
Kelly, Jiexin - Leisure.
This time round my buddy was Jiexin..
I think girls kinda weak with current thingy..
But cant blame.. Its really tiring cozs our boat was not tied to the rope..
Black manta was there and was already tied to the rope..
So we gotta swim over to grab it..
In the end.. The Lineup for us abit screwed up. But we still made it down.
Jiexin had some problem going down.. I was thinking to grab her by her arm to descend. When I approached her, she gave me her hand.. I was like ... Hmmmmm..
So I hold her hand and descend with her..
Then I thought of Yuliang instantly.. ahahaaa..
So now I know the feeling.. But I think its seriously alright to do it with a clear mind only to help ppl. =)
The dive was not bad.. Saw 3 small moray eels.. cute..
Oh ya.. I took 20bar of air from the boat to the rope and descend.. Which I thought was very good! Some already used 50bar. hahah.
No rescue test for this dive site.. Too dangerous..

Next location was Labas..
While approaching, Charlie and I still in our wetsuit fearing EWAN and DAVE will surprise us..
Until we reminded each other we needed the toilet.. hahaha.
Took off wetsuit and woot. time to Shit. ahhaha.
Just when I Finished with my business.
I heard people shouting.
Rushed out!
EWAN and DAVE was in the water. NB.. Thomas and Charlie rushed down.
Thomas acted as the Manager now. While Charlie and I wore our suit. with the Help of thomas. And down we Go!!!!!
THEY WERE ALREADY DAMN FAR.. like.. 50m?
CHIONG AH.. I was the first to use the pocket mask. hehe.
My comments was "Not bad. Quite careful with what you did. BUT thus will slow down some stuff. And I skipped a few steps"
Charlie's was "Try not to go with fully inflated BCD. HAlf or totally deflat will be good when handling panick diver.. So when they try to grab u or push u down, you can straight away descend. And you can try saying things like I'm going to knock you! So I assumed you knock me down and will be unconscious"
haha. Fun right!
Oh ya, Thomas CPR passed.
Ewan comment was.. We don't really need to wear the wetsuit. Weiyan admitted he was the one that want us to wear it. =)
Rest awhile then the next dive..
Normal dive.
I forgot what test this time round. Thomas went to rescue dave.
Until dave was brought to the boat. SUBSTITUTE TO WEIYAN. to be pulled onto the boat. dave too heavy. hahaha.

Night Dive was ok.
SEA URCHINSSSSSSS.
Saw some small stuff..
Flower Crab? A crab that built a shell itself with the particle.
damn cute.. And the color of the shell depend on what the crab like! haha
And a small crab or lobster. whatever.. its like 1.5cm..
Ascend to a point quite far. So decided to play a prank on Thomas and Charlie that didn't go for the dive.
I told them many times no rescue on night dive
they waited tho..
When we reaching, we shouted salmon salmon. And they really prepare! Charlie wore his wet suit.. so sorry man!

Was having dinner. Shiok.
Dave told us the compressor got some problem.. Only 9 tanks available.. SADED.
So I didn't dive..
So we were wondering if we passed our rescue or not.. hmm..
Chat quite long with weiyan and jiexin. then slp. it rain at night. I didn't felt it. ahahaa.

Weiyan grp got lost in the nxt dive. ahhaa. descend wrong place with poor visbility..
haah....
then back to Singapore. Slp for awhile while the other grp used the lounge area..
when they went to slp, we went to the lounge and SING KTV. Until don't know what song to sing.. AND ITS MAYDAY CONCERT. We just selected alot of mayday songs and sing all the way to Singapore. Kinda fun. hahahha.

Overall this trip was... FUNN. Definitely. I won't mind going trip with them again..
Maybe September? Redang? =)

Training for Rescue Diver

Its been really tiring and busy these few days..
Had a super head cracking EFR course on Saturday.
9-4pm! omG. Soo lonng since I actually study.. hahaa.
Practical.
Theory was boring... luckily I pass on first attempt.
Scenario was fun!
We had to act 3 different scenario....
Mine was .. At a Stable.. A person fallen from a horse.. there are many people around..
Was abit stunned.. Lucky still reacted correctly..

Monday
Chiong to RSYC after work.
THEORY!! 3 hrs of theory followed by a test..
I tried to study and finish the knowledge at home..
2 hours and i only finished 2 chapters with remaining of 3 chapts to go...
Was rather worried about the exam.. haha.
So I basically watched the video and tried to answer the knowledge review.
PASSED! 46/50.. was shocked. But the question was rather easy.. hahaha.

Tuesday..
Rush down again..
Thomas and company bought mac for me.
Weiyan was late so we able to finish the meal first..
THe pool lesson was rather hectic..
Super tiring..
Acting panick diver and rescuer..
When my turn to rescue, i descend and tried to swim around thomas(panick diver) to grab his tank.
I couldn't hear what they talking above the water. I only know I swim around like 5 -6 rounds like shark waiting for prey.. haha NBBBB....
then found out it was weiyan idea to make me swim round and round..
THe most fun was Confidence test..
We had to go to the 3m deep pool and took every out except the mask..
not knowing which of my items is positive buoy.. I tried taking my fins first..
It floats! omg.
Pull it down, took out my weight belt and put on top of the fin.. followed by other fin. and 2 booties. all under the weight belt..
Then the BCD.. lucky bcd was neutral buoyant.. so it just hang there... then followed by my wetsuit. quite fun..
Surprisingly, I was the only 1 that able to complete it.
Thomas float up.. Charlie dont know do what.
Next was to go back down and wear the gear back..
But time up! Pack up and go...

TOMORROW will have a pool lesson.
This time, weiyan won't be taking. heard will be taken by EWAN. he sibei on as per weiyan.. I think I'm dead...

You have totally no idea how much I did behind the scene..
Well, you will never know..
The effort.. The time.. The money spent..
Just for your convenience.. your pleasure...
Everything is arranged nicely so you can enjoy....
You.. won't know....

came across this video.
its the piano piece by yiruma.. someone added lyrics to it.. think its quite nice.



You're the one that I live for.
Your eyes, your lips, your gentle soul.
I've longed for someone just like you
Who cares for me the way
you do
and you know
that I am
In love
You've given me everything,
your love, your heart, your life,
unselfishly.
And I know,
that I am
not enough.
You said to me,
"I love you
You are more than I could ask for, the first time that I saw you
you were nothing but a girl.
But then I realised that I must save you from whatever threat was craving for your soul. And now I know,
I cannot live without you. You're the reason why I still am alive, and I'll watch you from now till eternity.
Please stay by my side forever,
that's all that I'm asking for.
You have no idea how much you truly mean to me"

I hate this weekend..

Alright..
This week was kinda weird..

Monday - wed was like.. Very Good?
What I didn't expect, came... Was really Cloud 9..
Thurs.. The feeling over the past 3 days was still in my mind when it totally make me fall so great. fuck.
Friday.. Thurs feeling still there.. Was kinda down... had supper with friends and movie with cousins.. At least I finally met those that I seldom met. =)

OK now to weekend.
The plan actually was..
Friday sms few to meet on Saturday.. In the end only 3 can make it. So cancelled.
So i was planless on Saturday.. Lucky a grp asked me to go for a drink.. But that only happen after 10pm... THen the dive grp that supposed to be not free.. Suddenly all free! So we went to Minds Cafe for some game. =)

Sunday plan was to meet peifang.. Then family dinner falls on Sunday.. Told her to cancel..
I bet she won't be happy. Then got home and found out my bro can't. He wanted to change to Saturday. Then he said changed to Saturday. I was even more "fucked". THen changed again to Sunday. @#$%. All along I had a plan on Sunday.
I already had the thinking of don't go for family dinner and instead go to a friend house for meal.. And Perfectly on Saturday, that friend sms its fathers' day. SO they also family dinner... SO cancel. WTF. What to say? I meant.. Can't you tell me earlier? You only remember it 7pm the day before? I heard from people on friday you aren't free on Sunday. I thought wah. Yeah so the plan continue. And well, actually... No.. LL... Angry? More of.. Upset.. I didn't want to reply your sms. That was the first time i actually ignore an sms. Until you sent the 2nd sms at 11+pm. Yeah.. I replied...
What i meant, its the whole series of changes and cancellation.. Not only 1 event..
I seriously hate this week. What happened on Mon-Wed weren't enough to cover the upset-ness....

07-Jun-10		4:13:59 PM						and nothing reali matters now because, its just me. me out of the zillions of ppl in the world that felt how i felt. is one soul important?
07-Jun-10		4:15:25 PM						y u want type don't want type.
07-Jun-10		4:15:29 PM						i understand more than i want to. i see the world in a veri diff perspective from many. and thus i hurt myself more than i care to show. and maybe in the process of that those in my life get hurt too
07-Jun-10		4:15:39 PM						oh u see. out the zillions ppl in the world. u r the one of the few i know. that felt that way. isn't that more important?
07-Jun-10		4:15:40 PM						its ok. im not telling you why im piss.
07-Jun-10		4:16:05 PM						im telling you why i dun wanna tell you why im piss, sad upset, frustrated with my life
07-Jun-10		4:18:26 PM						ur statement can onli be true, if u knew everyone in the world. and still cared to know why i felt the way i felt.
07-Jun-10		4:20:01 PM						put it in the other way. my statement is true. u r the lesser few i know in this world. why would i care abt someone i don't know? i might as well put it to good use and care abt what u felt.
07-Jun-10		4:23:43 PM						=)
07-Jun-10		4:25:38 PM						good point

"I've got nothing to say"

What the hell have I done to be treated like this?
Whole day I only sent you one sms asking hows your day.
That reply of yours already turned me off.
Msn you, you can't talk. Shortly later you logged off.
Sms you, not even a reply of acknowledgment..
I seriously don't know what happen...
I hate this feeling.
Maybe you are just too upset to talk. Well, whatever.

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How could someone just delete a photo themselves from other ppl camera?
You might want to ask first?
Do you know the feeling.. When I'm editing those photos, then I found out the photo was missing?
Seriously... I'm very upset over it.. I thought I accidentally deleted it in the computer..
Checked the camera, It was not there! SMSed you.. Took you like ages to reply. But this doesn't matter. Asked me not to be mad.. OK fine. I won't be.. I never thought I would ever reply an sms to anyone with " I've got nothing to say ". You are the first and will be the last.
Just sad... I already never had communication with you much that day.. That photo was the one and only I took...
Just because you said it was ugly.. You deleted it yourself..
If you could have told me.. Maybe, I will delete it. If I don't, I won't post in online or whatsoever right. Worse come to worst, just say its Privacy! Copyright! I would have deleted it immediately! Happy?
Its like a series of combo on me.
1month + back. Everything changes.
Just talk about facebook will do. My wall page. You never comment anymore. Thats something quite obvious. People asked me too. Ironic!!!
3 weeks back. Worse! Ironic!!!
Now!
The deleting of photo just triggers back everything. It really hurts.. You won't know this kind of hurt.
I'm just blinded. Lets not talk about it further more. I'm tired. Funny isn't it?

YOU! YOu! You! I don't matter!

Yeah I know I don't matter to you.
Seeing your replies. The amount of time you take to reply. Not replying sometimes, well, alot of times.....
The feeling is crushing. Inconsolable. Devastating. heh..
You! Being ignorant... You! Blah Blah Blah.
Anyway, its not your fault.. You are just trying to be nice.. Yeah, I know.. Hah. I know, I know..
Its ok.. I'm good.. Its ok..
Well life goes on..

Mayday. Alex Bday!

Its been a long time since I had this kind of weekend!
Its nothing great but at least enjoyable with people that are worth-ed spending time with.

Sat
Went to Kallang Leisure Park to get the tickets from Kris.
Then had dinner over at the Jap Restaurant. It is the same as the one at The Cathay.
Then to Singapore Indoor Stadium for the concert.

Seems burnt...






Its a boring MLM birthday thingy..
Wasted 3 hours of our time listening to their history and their staff getting promoted..
The talked.... @#$%




SELF ENTERTAIN STARTED




The very entertaining hands...



hungry.


Slap








Got too bored. Went for a short break.

I actually thing this place is nice.. Nice lighting. Nice ambience.. ahha..






Mayday finally appeared at 10.30pm!! woo hoo!!! HIGH!
It totally cover up whatever time wasted.
Enjoyed it.. Its been awhile since I went to a concert..


























After they finished singing, the Founder of the MLM came up to sing their own song..
And people started to leave! hahahaa. So did we!
Took bus.

Celebrating Alex's birthday on bus! HAHA!







weihui's idea to take photo with the chair in it. So people knows we are in bus...


Had supper at Simpang Bedok when yeehao and jingneng came to join us.
Left home at 2am?

Sunday
Met kristie at Suntec to shop for laptop for her mum..
I never like going to IT show..
SO packed with geeks. hahaha. But this time round was ok.. not much people.. I guess all people are broke.
Took taxi to meet the others at Tea Chapter. We reached there almost the same time..
Spent around 2 1/2 hours drinking tea. Talking cok. Playing chess. Eating cake!
Left home after that.























Gay



Nice Birthday Cake!





Look at her eyes..


Staring at the cake..


Give her first la!

happy!















I like these 2 shots!