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30 June 2009
28 June 2009
You gain, you lose.
When you gain something, you are bound to lose something.
You might gain something. But when you look back, what are you missing out.
Look around, are you causing harm to anyone or yourself? Or neglect them?
Take for example,
Smoking. Gain 7 mins of pleasure, make people around you suffer, the environment and also, yourself.
Friends. You are busy with your stuff. Trying hard to make the best out of your life.
Are you missing out something in your life called, friends?
You might made new friends, enjoying like nobody business. How about those that WERE/ARE suppose to be your friends, are you still in contact with them? Or maybe for the sake of calling them "friends" thats why you contact them?
Family. You enjoy all your stuff. Going out with friends. Working. GF/BF. Do you even know about what your parent(s) are doing? You sleep before they wake up and go work. You go out when before they are back. A cycle.
If you are able to maintain all the things around you in a proper manner. Good for you! Its not easy at all.
If you think the gaining part is more important than losing or say more worth it, even better!
Its up to you.
You might gain something. But when you look back, what are you missing out.
Look around, are you causing harm to anyone or yourself? Or neglect them?
Take for example,
Smoking. Gain 7 mins of pleasure, make people around you suffer, the environment and also, yourself.
Friends. You are busy with your stuff. Trying hard to make the best out of your life.
Are you missing out something in your life called, friends?
You might made new friends, enjoying like nobody business. How about those that WERE/ARE suppose to be your friends, are you still in contact with them? Or maybe for the sake of calling them "friends" thats why you contact them?
Family. You enjoy all your stuff. Going out with friends. Working. GF/BF. Do you even know about what your parent(s) are doing? You sleep before they wake up and go work. You go out when before they are back. A cycle.
If you are able to maintain all the things around you in a proper manner. Good for you! Its not easy at all.
If you think the gaining part is more important than losing or say more worth it, even better!
Its up to you.
Photo day!
Saturday.
WORK WORK WORK.
But time flies.
WEnt to Peifang's house.
Initially plan was to go picnic at Botanical Garden.
Weather doesn't permit =(
So went Yi brought the stuff to her house.
Rushed down after work!
Yi, fy, wai already there.
And had lunch there.
Played mahjong!
Think I really lose interest in mahjong already.
Went to punggol!
Take photos!!!
With some equipments.
We seems like a group of professional phtographers and crews.
Went to 17AVE first. Then to beach.
Rushing!!! To catch the sunset..
I like the effect their SLR camera can take.
If I'm able, maybe I will buy 1 too. And then I need to study how to use it ahhaha.
Ok I only got 1 photo so far.
Peifang edited abit.
I edited further. HAHHA
Both edited version
SPENDING TIME WITH THE FAVOURITE ONES. REGARDLESS OF BEING DAMN TIRED OR DAMN UNHAPPY. ITS WORTH IT.
WORK WORK WORK.
But time flies.
WEnt to Peifang's house.
Initially plan was to go picnic at Botanical Garden.
Weather doesn't permit =(
So went Yi brought the stuff to her house.
Rushed down after work!
Yi, fy, wai already there.
And had lunch there.
Played mahjong!
Think I really lose interest in mahjong already.
Went to punggol!
Take photos!!!
With some equipments.
We seems like a group of professional phtographers and crews.
Went to 17AVE first. Then to beach.
Rushing!!! To catch the sunset..
I like the effect their SLR camera can take.
If I'm able, maybe I will buy 1 too. And then I need to study how to use it ahhaha.
Ok I only got 1 photo so far.
Peifang edited abit.
I edited further. HAHHA
Both edited version
SPENDING TIME WITH THE FAVOURITE ONES. REGARDLESS OF BEING DAMN TIRED OR DAMN UNHAPPY. ITS WORTH IT.
26 June 2009
Don't stick so close to me =)
went for pool lesson again.
Fun. Funny.
What do you do when your buddy ran out of air when come to find you?
You take a deep breathe and use mouth to mouth to give him/her air. HAHA.
I still have trouble fin-ning. Sian. Suck.
Thought I can do it better. Saded.
This lady, cute but blur, weird. Gonna be my buddy.
Stimulate when I ran out of air. She was supposed to pass me the regulator and I use it directly.
She took damn long to pass me the regulator.
Shit! If in the sea I think i just snatch it. hahaha.
Went home with her as she stay in Sengkang too. Just a few blocks from mine.
While waiting for bus, She kept asking about my private life. haha.
Got girlfriend? Break how long? How long together? Got anyone I like? Work what. Do what?
Why don't want study? Why broke up? ETC. Mostly about my ex...
So I shoot back most of the same question to her.
"Secret, I girl. Can have more secret. Cannot say"
WTF man.
Change to train. Still asking question. Nb.
Might as well give me a questionaire, I answer all for you.
She suddenly say very cold.
I was like, then? HAHA.
But I play a fool.
"Then you want my working pants? I lend to to wear."
"EEE don't want, dirty."
NB...
"Ok then you want me to hug you or what?"
and NABEI-LY, she thought awhile.
WTf was she thinking man.
"Don't wanttttttttt"
"Then what you want? I take out my shirt then you wear la"
"ahahah. don't want"
Nb. What also don't want. Lucky she don't want hahha.
So I asked " you sit my left side, then I can block the "wind" for you"
Her face like happy?
"Don't wantttttttttt, I lazy to move.."
NB. so meaning I must go over la?
Ya so I went over right to sit.. I'm such a gentleman...
She smiled. Started asking question again.
Walked back after alighting.
She was like walking so close to me or what. Somehow I think that she want to XIAN me.. HAHA.
Ok I might be abit BHB. Or think so much. Or whatsoever. This kind of feeling can feel 1 la. But maybe I'm wrong la.
I was scared also.
So I was thinking, how to make her don't so close to me.
Or maybe don't XIAN me. Or don't like me(BHB).
Then good idea pop up!
Smoke!!!
YEAH.
I took out a cigarette and smoke.
It helps! hahahhhaa.
Successful.
Walked her to her block.
Went home. =)
Fun. Funny.
What do you do when your buddy ran out of air when come to find you?
You take a deep breathe and use mouth to mouth to give him/her air. HAHA.
I still have trouble fin-ning. Sian. Suck.
Thought I can do it better. Saded.
This lady, cute but blur, weird. Gonna be my buddy.
Stimulate when I ran out of air. She was supposed to pass me the regulator and I use it directly.
She took damn long to pass me the regulator.
Shit! If in the sea I think i just snatch it. hahaha.
Went home with her as she stay in Sengkang too. Just a few blocks from mine.
While waiting for bus, She kept asking about my private life. haha.
Got girlfriend? Break how long? How long together? Got anyone I like? Work what. Do what?
Why don't want study? Why broke up? ETC. Mostly about my ex...
So I shoot back most of the same question to her.
"Secret, I girl. Can have more secret. Cannot say"
WTF man.
Change to train. Still asking question. Nb.
Might as well give me a questionaire, I answer all for you.
She suddenly say very cold.
I was like, then? HAHA.
But I play a fool.
"Then you want my working pants? I lend to to wear."
"EEE don't want, dirty."
NB...
"Ok then you want me to hug you or what?"
and NABEI-LY, she thought awhile.
WTf was she thinking man.
"Don't wanttttttttt"
"Then what you want? I take out my shirt then you wear la"
"ahahah. don't want"
Nb. What also don't want. Lucky she don't want hahha.
So I asked " you sit my left side, then I can block the "wind" for you"
Her face like happy?
"Don't wantttttttttt, I lazy to move.."
NB. so meaning I must go over la?
Ya so I went over right to sit.. I'm such a gentleman...
She smiled. Started asking question again.
Walked back after alighting.
She was like walking so close to me or what. Somehow I think that she want to XIAN me.. HAHA.
Ok I might be abit BHB. Or think so much. Or whatsoever. This kind of feeling can feel 1 la. But maybe I'm wrong la.
I was scared also.
So I was thinking, how to make her don't so close to me.
Or maybe don't XIAN me. Or don't like me(BHB).
Then good idea pop up!
Smoke!!!
YEAH.
I took out a cigarette and smoke.
It helps! hahahhhaa.
Successful.
Walked her to her block.
Went home. =)
25 June 2009
" Wah lao you. Boring you know. Everyday come work, go Penjuru, Marina South. Weekend do what? East coast, play pool beside got pub never go. Ride bicycle. Sing karaoke, drink beer sing happy birthday songs go home. Find some girls la. Come la. You want to follow who. Follow him go Philipines follow me go China. I bring you go walk walk."
"wah lao eh. want to teach me bad things ah? don't want la."
"come la. you want china or philipines."
"i like china more ahha"
"ok november follow me. i bring u"
"then u play golf i do what?"
"you play girl la. bring her go walk walk. shopping SGD 100 also enough."
"ok... maybe i go china la"
"tell u ah. i 15 yrs old go geylang. 17 yrs old go ard find foreign girls"
"you married cannot play liao. everyday eat chicken rice not sian ah. Wife is like chicken rice. sometime must eat kuay tiao. or sometime vegetable right."
Chat of 3 bad smokers and 1 good smoker.
"wah lao eh. want to teach me bad things ah? don't want la."
"come la. you want china or philipines."
"i like china more ahha"
"ok november follow me. i bring u"
"then u play golf i do what?"
"you play girl la. bring her go walk walk. shopping SGD 100 also enough."
"ok... maybe i go china la"
"tell u ah. i 15 yrs old go geylang. 17 yrs old go ard find foreign girls"
"you married cannot play liao. everyday eat chicken rice not sian ah. Wife is like chicken rice. sometime must eat kuay tiao. or sometime vegetable right."
Chat of 3 bad smokers and 1 good smoker.
24 June 2009
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me It is the most-requested column I've ever written."
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in
touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument.. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no
one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special
occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’ s, we’d grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me It is the most-requested column I've ever written."
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in
touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument.. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no
one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special
occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’ s, we’d grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."
23 June 2009
Isn't It Just Great
Oh great.
So he knows I'm not happy.
T : Edmond. 你有这样tulan我吗？
E : 还好啦。
Its not a good feeling to be knife from behind.
Fuck you.
Got things urgent, can't get to me. Scold me. I'm good with it. Admit I'm in wrong
But I did informed I was going for diving stuff. If Uncle T never hear it, nevermind!
T knew it. Even before on the day itself. Last week I told him Monday and Thursday need to go off earlier.
I can't answer phone because I was in the pool.
T knows it.
Even asked me in the afternoon. Tonight go diving ah.
Before I left office, T even asked me if I'm going West Coast that area.
So now when things happened, Uncle T can't get to me.
He asked T, T said he don't know where was I.
Fine. Just too great.
When I saw 6 missed call, called back to Uncle T. Can't get to him
Called T. He said got urgent thing just now. So I asked him why he knew I not able to answer phone call but never tell Uncle T? He said he forgot. Forgot I went diving session or go play.
Amazing right.
Uncle T called back. Got scolding like crazy. He asked why I never answer call. 6 missed call.
Why never replied T sms. I told him T knew what I was doing.
But he said T never say anything!
Isn't it just too great..
Now I'm going to work OT when I can. Just to shut your mouth.
干妮那备操及摆。
So he knows I'm not happy.
T : Edmond. 你有这样tulan我吗？
E : 还好啦。
Its not a good feeling to be knife from behind.
Fuck you.
Got things urgent, can't get to me. Scold me. I'm good with it. Admit I'm in wrong
But I did informed I was going for diving stuff. If Uncle T never hear it, nevermind!
T knew it. Even before on the day itself. Last week I told him Monday and Thursday need to go off earlier.
I can't answer phone because I was in the pool.
T knows it.
Even asked me in the afternoon. Tonight go diving ah.
Before I left office, T even asked me if I'm going West Coast that area.
So now when things happened, Uncle T can't get to me.
He asked T, T said he don't know where was I.
Fine. Just too great.
When I saw 6 missed call, called back to Uncle T. Can't get to him
Called T. He said got urgent thing just now. So I asked him why he knew I not able to answer phone call but never tell Uncle T? He said he forgot. Forgot I went diving session or go play.
Amazing right.
Uncle T called back. Got scolding like crazy. He asked why I never answer call. 6 missed call.
Why never replied T sms. I told him T knew what I was doing.
But he said T never say anything!
Isn't it just too great..
Now I'm going to work OT when I can. Just to shut your mouth.
干妮那备操及摆。
22 June 2009
Vietnam photos
Just got some photos.
Taken long ago when visited Vietnam, Ho Chi Ming with the policemEn.
Just feel like posting these 2 photos.
Imagine the size of this guy, going into the hole so small.
No one believe he could go in. The tour guide said he could!
Ta da!! He went in!
Taken long ago when visited Vietnam, Ho Chi Ming with the policemEn.
Just feel like posting these 2 photos.
Imagine the size of this guy, going into the hole so small.
No one believe he could go in. The tour guide said he could!
Ta da!! He went in!
Extract from some place. These phrase caught me man!
A : When did start falling in love with C.
B : I guess it was when she showed me her drawings for the first time
I think everybody will fall in love with her drawings.
C : Are you saying you didn’t fall in love with me, but with my drawings?
B : What are you saying? It just that you have good talent.
C : So my talent is what you love?
B : Is that wrong?
C : Can’t you just say that you like my body?
B :Your body is so flat, what am I supposed to like?
C : Then.. What would you do if I weren’t an artist?
B : Then I would just find other qualities in you and fall in love with you.
NICE!
A : When did start falling in love with C.
B : I guess it was when she showed me her drawings for the first time
I think everybody will fall in love with her drawings.
C : Are you saying you didn’t fall in love with me, but with my drawings?
B : What are you saying? It just that you have good talent.
C : So my talent is what you love?
B : Is that wrong?
C : Can’t you just say that you like my body?
B :Your body is so flat, what am I supposed to like?
C : Then.. What would you do if I weren’t an artist?
B : Then I would just find other qualities in you and fall in love with you.
NICE!
20 June 2009
19 June 2009
You'll Ask For Me
"You'll Ask For Me"
What was that about the ballroom dancing class I asked about
It's all I thought about cuz you were saying
We might get a chance to talk and talk might lead to dancing
maybe dance might lead to dates dates to aging
Hope you let your intuition
precede my reputation
cause i have one
Well I am what you see
I am not what they say
but if I turned out to be
could you love me anyway
I'm stading in anonymous
hoping your heart
will just wake up and ask for me by name
Maybe someday you will ask for me by name
just not today
Well if this is love then it's hard to say
but the notes in your books and your reaching away
and I've Confidence issues with your intentions
And I'm not hip to all of your tricks
but your algebra your politics
and the band has planned a hotel intervention
So don't you leave me by my lonesome
to exceed my reputation
cause i have one
Well I am what you see
I am not what they say
but if I turned out to be
could you love me anyway
Stading anonymous
hoping your heart
will just wake up to ask for me by name
Maybe someday you will ask for me by name
just not today
I'm always here
I've walked you home
and headed for my own
until again i'm needed
Well I am what you see
I am not what they say
but if I turned out to be
could you love me anyways
I am what you see
I am not what they say
but if I turned out to be
could you love me anyway
Stading anonymous
hoping your heart
we'll just wake up and ask for me by name
Maybe someday you will ask for me by name
just not today
Not today
What was that about the ballroom dancing class I asked about
It's all I thought about cuz you were saying
We might get a chance to talk and talk might lead to dancing
maybe dance might lead to dates dates to aging
Hope you let your intuition
precede my reputation
cause i have one
Well I am what you see
I am not what they say
but if I turned out to be
could you love me anyway
I'm stading in anonymous
hoping your heart
will just wake up and ask for me by name
Maybe someday you will ask for me by name
just not today
Well if this is love then it's hard to say
but the notes in your books and your reaching away
and I've Confidence issues with your intentions
And I'm not hip to all of your tricks
but your algebra your politics
and the band has planned a hotel intervention
So don't you leave me by my lonesome
to exceed my reputation
cause i have one
Well I am what you see
I am not what they say
but if I turned out to be
could you love me anyway
Stading anonymous
hoping your heart
will just wake up to ask for me by name
Maybe someday you will ask for me by name
just not today
I'm always here
I've walked you home
and headed for my own
until again i'm needed
Well I am what you see
I am not what they say
but if I turned out to be
could you love me anyways
I am what you see
I am not what they say
but if I turned out to be
could you love me anyway
Stading anonymous
hoping your heart
we'll just wake up and ask for me by name
Maybe someday you will ask for me by name
just not today
Not today
17 June 2009
No haha.
To all,
I just found out.
When I'm talking very Seriously, feeling Tulan or Moodless, the way I MSN chat with people is so different.
I think people will notice it instantly.
I don't use HAHA.
Easy to figure out.
When I don't use HAHA throughtout the chat, you know how I'm feeling.
SO, don't make it worse.
Thanks and best regards,
Edmond
I just found out.
When I'm talking very Seriously, feeling Tulan or Moodless, the way I MSN chat with people is so different.
I think people will notice it instantly.
I don't use HAHA.
Easy to figure out.
When I don't use HAHA throughtout the chat, you know how I'm feeling.
SO, don't make it worse.
Thanks and best regards,
Edmond
14 June 2009
Worst thing to see before BBQ
WORST THING YOU CAN SEE WHEN YOU WANT A BBQ!!!!!
A man washing his car during rainy day.
WOrse, theres a no WASHING OF CAR signboard behind.
A man washing his car during rainy day.
WOrse, theres a no WASHING OF CAR signboard behind.
Sunday
Sunday
Back from bbq at around 5am?
Shiok.
Online and saw Angeline's update.
Pretty shocked and sad for her..
Chat awhile. She seems to ignore to question I asked her by asking me question.
haha...
Talk about my stuff..
Well, still impressed with her talking skill..
Tried my luck again. Asked her again.
She just replied VERY brief-ly..
So I asked again. Before I could see anything, I fell asleep. hahhaha.
She never replied anyway. Just said she gotta go blah blah.
Just read Lionel's blog.
Damn it.
Suddenly got abit of flash back..
Fuck.
Back from bbq at around 5am?
Shiok.
Online and saw Angeline's update.
Pretty shocked and sad for her..
Chat awhile. She seems to ignore to question I asked her by asking me question.
haha...
Talk about my stuff..
Well, still impressed with her talking skill..
Tried my luck again. Asked her again.
She just replied VERY brief-ly..
So I asked again. Before I could see anything, I fell asleep. hahhaha.
She never replied anyway. Just said she gotta go blah blah.
Just read Lionel's blog.
Damn it.
Suddenly got abit of flash back..
Fuck.
13 June 2009
Ikoi!!!
Finally its Friday!!!
Whole day so ENTHU for the Ikoi Jap buffet at Miramar Hotel!!
Work is OK. No mood to work. Too enthu! haahha..
Due to some problem, Bao got to OT at her work place.
Lionel abit late because of his tuition.
Hw got there first. His work place got direct bus and actually not that far.
But still, PAISEH, made you waited for us.
It start at 8pm anyway.
Rush down to Bao workplace, because I needed to pee. hahaha.
Took cab down.
Me " uncle Miramar hotel. "
Bao giggled.
I asked what happened.
Bao " 2 of us got in the cab and go hotel "
Me " hahha. I know. Sounds wrong "
Reached there not long after. Met Hw.
So I went in to ask if we could be seated first.
And ya! We could.
Ate the complimentary sashimi. Ordered some dishes while waiting for Lionel to arrive.
Finished our stuff. Yeah, as usual. Sudden changed of mood for everyone?
I smsed peter to ask about some stuff and Lionel as usual with his phone smsing.
So ya, someone was not happy.
OK lets skip that part.
Here are the photos!!!
I couldn't remember the dishes name but ya, whatever!
Went to Cathay to see if theres any seats for "Ghost of Girlfriends Past"
Only left first 2 rows.
To PS Gv. 4th row from the screen. Took it.
All people seems so sian.
Hw like ppl owe him a living.
Lionel smsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsms.
Bao, think she tulan with me and lionel smsing while eating.
She said it was rude..
And as usual her mood...
I tried to talk to everyone already. So mood not so sian?
Especially Bao's... So I tried to talk to her more..
WEnt to arcade.
Walk walk walk. Play abit game.
Watched movie. Not bad.
I was expecting better.
I thought it was about a guy wanting to chase back the Lady he loves. But actually not.
Overall still not bad.
Took cab home.
Whole day so ENTHU for the Ikoi Jap buffet at Miramar Hotel!!
Work is OK. No mood to work. Too enthu! haahha..
Due to some problem, Bao got to OT at her work place.
Lionel abit late because of his tuition.
Hw got there first. His work place got direct bus and actually not that far.
But still, PAISEH, made you waited for us.
It start at 8pm anyway.
Rush down to Bao workplace, because I needed to pee. hahaha.
Took cab down.
Me " uncle Miramar hotel. "
Bao giggled.
I asked what happened.
Bao " 2 of us got in the cab and go hotel "
Me " hahha. I know. Sounds wrong "
Reached there not long after. Met Hw.
So I went in to ask if we could be seated first.
And ya! We could.
Ate the complimentary sashimi. Ordered some dishes while waiting for Lionel to arrive.
Finished our stuff. Yeah, as usual. Sudden changed of mood for everyone?
I smsed peter to ask about some stuff and Lionel as usual with his phone smsing.
So ya, someone was not happy.
OK lets skip that part.
Here are the photos!!!
I couldn't remember the dishes name but ya, whatever!
Went to Cathay to see if theres any seats for "Ghost of Girlfriends Past"
Only left first 2 rows.
To PS Gv. 4th row from the screen. Took it.
All people seems so sian.
Hw like ppl owe him a living.
Lionel smsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsmsms.
Bao, think she tulan with me and lionel smsing while eating.
She said it was rude..
And as usual her mood...
I tried to talk to everyone already. So mood not so sian?
Especially Bao's... So I tried to talk to her more..
WEnt to arcade.
Walk walk walk. Play abit game.
Watched movie. Not bad.
I was expecting better.
I thought it was about a guy wanting to chase back the Lady he loves. But actually not.
Overall still not bad.
Took cab home.
12 June 2009
Guys. Settled
Just settled the stuff with lionel.
Forgot who initiate the talk. Me?
Ya finally said all thats needed.
Alot! I know how he felt and why he did it.
Some of it I still think was bad move.
I mean, you don't know me? Anything just tell me straight! Settle once and for all.
Just like for that lady case in the past, you know you know?
I more concerned about tai part than the current girl part. That girl part is BULLSHIT
Knn. I only took a few days to get over it.
It caused my work to gone hay wire. Thus resulting 1wk plus of enduring all the nag nag and scolding! So stupid! But because of it, I felt that I grew smarter abit. Able to handle this shit now.
And what best is, I totally let go of that girl now. OMG! I can't believe I fell for this kind of people. ARgh!! =D Pity him... HAHHA.
Really felt weird. The group instantly gone!? Group meaning only H E L M.
The group is dead man....
Each doing their own things..
Sad... Its like "Lionel and Tai" "Edmond" "Hongwei" 2 1 1 sia. Basketball half court formation..
sian..
But nevermind.
So much lighter now!!!
OK. Problem settled.
2 more girls problem, 1 can be ignored.
SO now only left 1 girl problem..
Maybe next week. Or this weekend.. Or maybe never.
Its Friday !!! woo hoo!
Forgot who initiate the talk. Me?
Ya finally said all thats needed.
Alot! I know how he felt and why he did it.
Some of it I still think was bad move.
I mean, you don't know me? Anything just tell me straight! Settle once and for all.
Just like for that lady case in the past, you know you know?
I more concerned about tai part than the current girl part. That girl part is BULLSHIT
Knn. I only took a few days to get over it.
It caused my work to gone hay wire. Thus resulting 1wk plus of enduring all the nag nag and scolding! So stupid! But because of it, I felt that I grew smarter abit. Able to handle this shit now.
And what best is, I totally let go of that girl now. OMG! I can't believe I fell for this kind of people. ARgh!! =D Pity him... HAHHA.
Really felt weird. The group instantly gone!? Group meaning only H E L M.
The group is dead man....
Each doing their own things..
Sad... Its like "Lionel and Tai" "Edmond" "Hongwei" 2 1 1 sia. Basketball half court formation..
sian..
But nevermind.
So much lighter now!!!
OK. Problem settled.
2 more girls problem, 1 can be ignored.
SO now only left 1 girl problem..
Maybe next week. Or this weekend.. Or maybe never.
Its Friday !!! woo hoo!
11 June 2009
Work is finally back to normal. At least abit.
Never got fuck today! woo hoo
almost got bang by car when crossing road..
nnb.
this fucker. green man!!!
he turn right from opp, noticing the car but not me!!
he jam brake and give the sorry hand sign.
i show him back giving a smile.
knn..
jogged 2.91km again. i guess i ran faster today.
shall jog thrice a week.
Never got fuck today! woo hoo
almost got bang by car when crossing road..
nnb.
this fucker. green man!!!
he turn right from opp, noticing the car but not me!!
he jam brake and give the sorry hand sign.
i show him back giving a smile.
knn..
jogged 2.91km again. i guess i ran faster today.
shall jog thrice a week.
The Sky Is Clearer Now
Recently so many shit happened!
Friends. 2 sides..
Work. WON'T be done until Friday!! I hope!!
Now sky clearer for both sides.
Thats very good.
2 other things I still in doubt.
Both girls. KNN. DID I mentioned other 2 sides are guys, that are clearer now? haha.
Sibei troublesome.
1 side I could care less. So, doesn't matter.
The other 1 is close friend. I will settle with her soon!
KNN.
Don't understand at all! Asked her for help on some things. "No". WTF!!!!!
TOo busy with you schedule? Too uneasy to see me? I'm so stupid that I can't learn from you?
NNB, I'm not in love with you ok. Little bit of feelings also don't have!
If have I swear I will never let you know! FUCK YOU.
Well, someone said I too fierce for the above sentence. haahah.
Ok la, thats what I feel la. Harsh abit then feel better ma.
I think I better not get close with her already. KNN.
Close friends also better not. Just keep it at the category of FRIENDS.
TULAN. Or rather, sad and disappointed.
Until I decided to settle with you!
Or maybe just let it go. Ha!
Friends. 2 sides..
Work. WON'T be done until Friday!! I hope!!
Now sky clearer for both sides.
Thats very good.
2 other things I still in doubt.
Both girls. KNN. DID I mentioned other 2 sides are guys, that are clearer now? haha.
Sibei troublesome.
1 side I could care less. So, doesn't matter.
The other 1 is close friend. I will settle with her soon!
KNN.
Don't understand at all! Asked her for help on some things. "No". WTF!!!!!
TOo busy with you schedule? Too uneasy to see me? I'm so stupid that I can't learn from you?
NNB, I'm not in love with you ok. Little bit of feelings also don't have!
If have I swear I will never let you know! FUCK YOU.
Well, someone said I too fierce for the above sentence. haahah.
Ok la, thats what I feel la. Harsh abit then feel better ma.
I think I better not get close with her already. KNN.
Close friends also better not. Just keep it at the category of FRIENDS.
TULAN. Or rather, sad and disappointed.
Until I decided to settle with you!
Or maybe just let it go. Ha!
09 June 2009
I think the alignment of the Sun and Moon got some problem...
Everyone seems so weird..
Maybe to me nia. =(
Lets see how long it will continue.
Friends talking like stranger.
Every sentence hid a spike in it..
I don't even know how and what are they doing.
Maybe is each person has their own life already. FUCk you. =)
Feels like giving up.
And no, aL, I don't mean you in this post.
I believe our issue can be settled easily.
Our group should not have any problem at all.
Everyone seems so weird..
Maybe to me nia. =(
Lets see how long it will continue.
Friends talking like stranger.
Every sentence hid a spike in it..
I don't even know how and what are they doing.
Maybe is each person has their own life already. FUCk you. =)
Feels like giving up.
And no, aL, I don't mean you in this post.
I believe our issue can be settled easily.
Our group should not have any problem at all.
06 June 2009
Fuck Face
Ok. its wednesday.
I had to plan something for the Vsl I incharge.
"this vsl you in charge. anything wrong you will be responsible"
EARLY in the morning heard this sentence.. FUCk.
FIne.
Arrange everything. Time and location to supply Lubricants Oil for vsl. Which was that night.
Supplier called saying vsl requested the next morning.
I checked everything. OK.
No problem.
6pm.
Fucker called. "I ask you something, you answer me truthfully.. Did you arrange the time for supply?"
Me : "No. vsl requested. I called progammer and asked if possible. I pass msg."
fucker : "ok. Next time better don't do it again. Why you arrange this way. Tonight safest. what if tomorrow something cock up. blahblah blahblah."
*speechless.
I arranged all nice nice. Make alot of effort for this planning. For all people convenience.
Ok, he might had a point saying WHAT IF.
But since programmer said vsl free til evening. WHats wrong with it?
I supplying them in the morning!
Thurs.
Called supplier and vsl. Confirm everything.
Ok. Supplier late. I'm not worried about that since I called all the party. I got enough time.
Reached office see one fuck face.
Kana nagged whole morning.
"If anything goes wrong. I will hold you for total responsible"
"OK can!"
Already tulan. TOld you so many times. WE GOT ENOUGH TIME.
He kept calling the supplier to rush them. Even called the management level.
Whats wrong with him!?
Nothing much to do whole day.
Don't really want to eat, but I still went for lunch just to NOT see that fuck face.
Back to office. For the first time, 4 hours, I did nothing.
I got nothing to do. FIne! I acted busy. Checked PO, some paper works and went up and down to passed stuff.
Worst day of work so far..
So fucked up that I went home at 6.15pm which was damn early for me.
COZS I GOT NOTHING TO DO AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE THAT FUCK FACE.
So what you said " SEE. I finish these 100+ items order."
Fuck. you took 4 hrs to finish it. I could finish it in 2 hours or less.
You are old, I respect you. I do not want to quarrel with you.
I in charge of my thing. Let me handle it. Don't fuck me for whatever reason you got there.
Tompant Edwin's car. Wanted to drop at Harbourfront and took bus home.
Changed. TOld him to drop me at Tampines.
Slept throughout the journey.
Woke up and saw I'm at ITE Simei area. Told him to drop me here. Went to find Yeehao for dinner.
Watched Tv awhile before going home.
Kinda bored. Played game.
Mood still sucks. Totally.
Passed Lionel his tennis racquet.
Home to play game again. Bored of it already.
Wanted to find people to chat.
Found Weihui, wanted to nag out my work problems, but she offline soon.
Sian already.
Don't want to talk about it.
Just felt like talking cock. Don't want to talk about the problem.
Found someone.
Asked her entertain me.
She asked me to blog about my problem then will have topic to talk about.
WTF.
I was rather bored at that time and needed to talk about something else to distract myself.
......
I admit I got abit of Attitude problem there.
Reason being my mood really really damn fucked up.
Slept at 2am+.
Friday.
Work still fucked up.
That fuck face. Don't know want to black for how long.
Morning. Rushed alot of requisition.
Really alot
FUCKING shit.
ALL of them are URGENT URGENT URGENT.
Then rush what first.
Nvm. Did Rhine first.
Asked colleague for some info on Rhine.
He seems not so interested in replying me.
Ok he had many things to do also.
But when I went to his table to get something.
Saw facebook tab at the bottom.
FUck you!
Msn chat with Weihui awhile.
Talk about work stuff problem.
Felt abit better. Since got the mood to talk about it.
Fuck face called Tay. Arrange with supplier to prepare the stuff so he can collect it while on the way back. Tay told him theres publications(book) and chart. I told to him while he on the phone.
"Got alot IMO SYMBOLS" 3 times at least.
SO I arranged for him, SINCE HE ASKED ME to call. Fine. I helped!
Supplier said will take some time. Ok so I told tay.
Some time is how long, I don't know.
Fuck face came back and told me, "items not ready then tell me first mah. knn I went there items not ready. Got IMO never tell me. I tell you 2 ah. IMO need 1 day to prepare."
Oh fuck you. I told Tay. He was deaf so he can't hear me. KNNBCCB.
So I kana. Because I helped! Ya, I'm so nice.
Fucking BUSY until 4+ then I got free time.
About to leave office. Got some time. Visit someone blog. Smsed her if she was talking about cozs I knew its me. Just want to confirm. So she said yes.
"yup!!! you. happy?"
wtf? thats sacrasm.
Fine. nevermind about it. It did bother me.
"Should I fuck back or what?"
In the end, never.
I thought recently I talked to her in a happy mood?
Just because of 2 days. Or what-so-ever. I'm become attitude kid? Return me 100 times then. I will take it. Don't worry. Happy?
When I'm damn sian or got some unhappy things.
I rather have something nicer/happier to cover it up IF I don't want to talk about the problem.
Think she could care less about it.
Thinking why would I EVEN tried to entertain her when she said shes bored.
Maybe I never entertain also. Who knows.
When I said I'm bored.
What I got was "blog la. waiting for the story. then got topic to talk. talk leah. if i asked, hows your day. you also won't want to talk"
I don't want to talk about that, can't you see it? Feel it? I don't feel like talking about it.
Sorry, but this is not entertaining me.
Going for a few trys more? Thanks but no thanks.
Be a friend still must see your attitude when no mood?
Ya being friends is hard enough. I know.
I had to plan something for the Vsl I incharge.
"this vsl you in charge. anything wrong you will be responsible"
EARLY in the morning heard this sentence.. FUCk.
FIne.
Arrange everything. Time and location to supply Lubricants Oil for vsl. Which was that night.
Supplier called saying vsl requested the next morning.
I checked everything. OK.
No problem.
6pm.
Fucker called. "I ask you something, you answer me truthfully.. Did you arrange the time for supply?"
Me : "No. vsl requested. I called progammer and asked if possible. I pass msg."
fucker : "ok. Next time better don't do it again. Why you arrange this way. Tonight safest. what if tomorrow something cock up. blahblah blahblah."
*speechless.
I arranged all nice nice. Make alot of effort for this planning. For all people convenience.
Ok, he might had a point saying WHAT IF.
But since programmer said vsl free til evening. WHats wrong with it?
I supplying them in the morning!
Thurs.
Called supplier and vsl. Confirm everything.
Ok. Supplier late. I'm not worried about that since I called all the party. I got enough time.
Reached office see one fuck face.
Kana nagged whole morning.
"If anything goes wrong. I will hold you for total responsible"
"OK can!"
Already tulan. TOld you so many times. WE GOT ENOUGH TIME.
He kept calling the supplier to rush them. Even called the management level.
Whats wrong with him!?
Nothing much to do whole day.
Don't really want to eat, but I still went for lunch just to NOT see that fuck face.
Back to office. For the first time, 4 hours, I did nothing.
I got nothing to do. FIne! I acted busy. Checked PO, some paper works and went up and down to passed stuff.
Worst day of work so far..
So fucked up that I went home at 6.15pm which was damn early for me.
COZS I GOT NOTHING TO DO AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE THAT FUCK FACE.
So what you said " SEE. I finish these 100+ items order."
Fuck. you took 4 hrs to finish it. I could finish it in 2 hours or less.
You are old, I respect you. I do not want to quarrel with you.
I in charge of my thing. Let me handle it. Don't fuck me for whatever reason you got there.
Tompant Edwin's car. Wanted to drop at Harbourfront and took bus home.
Changed. TOld him to drop me at Tampines.
Slept throughout the journey.
Woke up and saw I'm at ITE Simei area. Told him to drop me here. Went to find Yeehao for dinner.
Watched Tv awhile before going home.
Kinda bored. Played game.
Mood still sucks. Totally.
Passed Lionel his tennis racquet.
Home to play game again. Bored of it already.
Wanted to find people to chat.
Found Weihui, wanted to nag out my work problems, but she offline soon.
Sian already.
Don't want to talk about it.
Just felt like talking cock. Don't want to talk about the problem.
Found someone.
Asked her entertain me.
She asked me to blog about my problem then will have topic to talk about.
WTF.
I was rather bored at that time and needed to talk about something else to distract myself.
......
I admit I got abit of Attitude problem there.
Reason being my mood really really damn fucked up.
Slept at 2am+.
Friday.
Work still fucked up.
That fuck face. Don't know want to black for how long.
Morning. Rushed alot of requisition.
Really alot
FUCKING shit.
ALL of them are URGENT URGENT URGENT.
Then rush what first.
Nvm. Did Rhine first.
Asked colleague for some info on Rhine.
He seems not so interested in replying me.
Ok he had many things to do also.
But when I went to his table to get something.
Saw facebook tab at the bottom.
FUck you!
Msn chat with Weihui awhile.
Talk about work stuff problem.
Felt abit better. Since got the mood to talk about it.
Fuck face called Tay. Arrange with supplier to prepare the stuff so he can collect it while on the way back. Tay told him theres publications(book) and chart. I told to him while he on the phone.
"Got alot IMO SYMBOLS" 3 times at least.
SO I arranged for him, SINCE HE ASKED ME to call. Fine. I helped!
Supplier said will take some time. Ok so I told tay.
Some time is how long, I don't know.
Fuck face came back and told me, "items not ready then tell me first mah. knn I went there items not ready. Got IMO never tell me. I tell you 2 ah. IMO need 1 day to prepare."
Oh fuck you. I told Tay. He was deaf so he can't hear me. KNNBCCB.
So I kana. Because I helped! Ya, I'm so nice.
Fucking BUSY until 4+ then I got free time.
About to leave office. Got some time. Visit someone blog. Smsed her if she was talking about cozs I knew its me. Just want to confirm. So she said yes.
"yup!!! you. happy?"
wtf? thats sacrasm.
Fine. nevermind about it. It did bother me.
"Should I fuck back or what?"
In the end, never.
I thought recently I talked to her in a happy mood?
Just because of 2 days. Or what-so-ever. I'm become attitude kid? Return me 100 times then. I will take it. Don't worry. Happy?
When I'm damn sian or got some unhappy things.
I rather have something nicer/happier to cover it up IF I don't want to talk about the problem.
Think she could care less about it.
Thinking why would I EVEN tried to entertain her when she said shes bored.
Maybe I never entertain also. Who knows.
When I said I'm bored.
What I got was "blog la. waiting for the story. then got topic to talk. talk leah. if i asked, hows your day. you also won't want to talk"
I don't want to talk about that, can't you see it? Feel it? I don't feel like talking about it.
Sorry, but this is not entertaining me.
Going for a few trys more? Thanks but no thanks.
Be a friend still must see your attitude when no mood?
Ya being friends is hard enough. I know.
05 June 2009
Recently had been very stressful.
All the work piling up.
Fuck for stupid reason non stop.
WHOLE DAY!
No mood at all.
Back home also nothing to do.
Played game. Bored after awhile.
Feel like talking. Not much people to talk to.
If got, also not about the problem.
Feel like talk cok-ing.
Maybe blog about the problem later on..
I'm getting lazy..
Fuck.
This is called emo?
From work tho. Not as bad as last time tho. Ha...
All the work piling up.
Fuck for stupid reason non stop.
WHOLE DAY!
No mood at all.
Back home also nothing to do.
Played game. Bored after awhile.
Feel like talking. Not much people to talk to.
If got, also not about the problem.
Feel like talk cok-ing.
Maybe blog about the problem later on..
I'm getting lazy..
Fuck.
This is called emo?
From work tho. Not as bad as last time tho. Ha...
03 June 2009
Reaching Out
Reaching Out
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
Like I'm reaching out for you
One way conversations
Going on inside my head
Everybody has a secret world where too much is unsaid
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
Like I'm reaching out for you
Give me your hand
One touch is all that it takes
Ain't it funny how just one touch
Can make up for all of our mistakes
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
Like I'm reaching out for youA
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
Like I'm reaching out for you
One way conversations
Going on inside my head
Everybody has a secret world where too much is unsaid
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
Like I'm reaching out for you
Give me your hand
One touch is all that it takes
Ain't it funny how just one touch
Can make up for all of our mistakes
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
Like I'm reaching out for youA
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