Birthday Week

Terrible week.
Can say its rather spoilt.
Birthday was just another normal day.. Still need to work.
Plus the "SHE Problem" damn it. Don't even have the feeling.
Totally got screwed.

Sat 21st November
Met blue and others.
No plan to do anything.
Watched Christmas Carole and they got to leave.
Met yh and others for pool.

Sunday
Met yh and others again at town
Kushinbo Buffet.
Wasn't that nice.
Blah blah blah. Went to weihui's house to slack around.
And cook..

24th Nov
Feeling rather terrible after what happened.
Moodless.
Met lionel and mingtai for supper.
Oh ya, a small surprise for me. Slice of cake.




25th Nov
Work ah work.
THings cok up.
Rather demoralise.
Having the thoughts of "WHY THE HELL AM I WORKING ON MY BIRTHDAY"
I shall plan my leave wisely next year.







Boring. Nothing to do..
Went to Airport to somehow sent Weiting off to Japan!
Wh accompany me for dinner.
Blah blah ended up at her house.. ! yh had supper there.
haha..

Got the news of my uncle, 27 yrs old just die...
Saded.

27th Nov
Boring!

28th Nov
WOrk! Shitty day. Damn it.
Waste 4 hours in a car.
Met zp and jing at night for pool.
Acc jing for his supper and then met lionel.
Went to east coast "see star"
Talk cok.
Had mac in the car. hahhahaah.
If I never meet him, I would have totally forgot about the tim sum nxt day!

29th Nov
Went to parkway for breakfast first.
Grocery shopping...
Rush to meet lionel for tim sum.
Standard drop alot.. Disappointed.
But for that price, don't expect much..
Rush to Ubi Ave 1 again.
Blah Blah...

Lousy planning for the week..
I think I shall set my organiser in handphone as a habit.


This week. EVERYDAY FREE except Sunday!

ok there I go again.
I hurt another lady...
Seeing her cry sure break my heart..
Pain, real pain.
But there is nothing I can do about it.

I feel that I'm a sinner.
Broke others' heart..
I think my retribution is piling up~ haiz...

J said

" relax
bday boy
must be happy
sometimes to be happy, u must be abit loveless "

Not to anyone I know

I'm so so troubled.
I need someone that I can talk to BUT not to any of my friends.
I hope I can met someone new, a stranger perhaps and tell him/her whats happening around me. And maybe give me some advise..
I regret these. Digging my own grave. Finding trouble for myself.
Whats worse is I can't get out. Can someone pull me out? I'm feeling terrible..
When I joke around, I'm actually quite serious if you remove the "haha" .


Monday
A very emo day at work..
Tried to adjust my expression and the way I talk..
Still damn emo..

Random but still, I feel like quitting my job.

Oh ya, 2nd Baked Rice attempt. This time, without expert guidance. Messed up few steps but still edible enough.

Presented by : Yeehao(slicing of chicken)
Weiting(rice)
Weihui (alot of stuff)
Alex, Jing, Zp <--- the eaters.









Too cooked =)

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away.....

Give and don't expect.
Advise, but don't order.
Ask, but never demand.

30 years old

"If you 30 years old, I sure chase you!"
wow, upon hearing this, heart pump faster for that moment.
Laughter was all around.
I thought its was a joke, so I laughed too.

Pek Chek.

31st October 2009 Saturday

A very PEK CHEK day.
Woke up early for today loading.
Found out change of time. Vessel got delayed.
In the end met Jac at Harbourfront KFC for breakfast.
Reached office at 9.10am, AGM asked me to wait cozs he want to go bank.
AND he said only awhile, very fast! But I told him I must leave office by 9.30am.
In the end he still went to bank, back to office then fetch me.
So many shits happened...
Finally settle all at 11am.
Back to office for nothing. Didn't want to go back but AGM waited for me 1 hour outside to fetch me back. OMFG. No chance to escape.

Wh msn me, didn't want to reply. So, never.
She called when I was in toilet.
Never return call cozs I also don't know what to plan.
In the end still sms all.

Back home at 2pm.
Still PEK CHEK with how yh going to buy tickets and what time he gonna reply me..
Don't even know how to plan timing. The whole world is waiting for your permission to take a breathe.
Wanted to give up my place for yh. So I not so troubled with how he going to buy. Got time to buy? Queue long? Not for me but him! Fucking cb.
In the end just plan a tentatively timing.
blah blah after some shit. ok set 5.30pm.

OK here came work again.
Vessel delayed again.
Boatman rushing me for updates.
I called vessel like how many hundreds times and no answer.
TULAN!
Finally settle at 4+pm.
Wh called saying her friend can't make it.
Was glad yet not really.
Glad - yh got tickets.
Not - I don't feel like going already.
I think my tone was like very PEK CHEK from what she mentioned.
Sorry girl, I tried to be nicer already. I swear..

Left for AMK, jing sms saying "me and yh shld be late"
Oh well, I expected it anyway. Deciding to sms back or not. "anything just let zp and wh know"
I can't be bother man.
SMS all again to meet at AMK Mrt station. Not a single soul reply.
Reached at 5.39pm. Zp reached at 5.31pm.
SMS them, no reply.
Told zp to sms wh cozs I don't want to. No reply.
Almost 6.30pm then know wh with them, and they are reaching.
Thats like freaking 1 hour?
Asked zp to sms them again saying we at Bread Talk.
Waited for don't know how long. Almost want to explode. Almost got the thought of giving them the tickets and I meet other friends.
Then the mysterious Guests of Honor appear.
First thing they mentioned was raining... can refund...
I was like, "FUCK. hello? I waited for almost 1 hour and 15mins?"
"Sorry at least?"
Before that, my mind was thinking of a few scene.
If they said sorry, I guess my heart will soft straight away.

Had dinner, wt asked why face so black. forgot what I replied.
Finally I told myself. "Ok enough, time to change mood"
Not really difficult.
Not that I just forget about it.
I put it somewhere else first.
Lets not spoil the mood of all because of a few spoiling mine.
Thanks zp for letting me grumble...