Are you a dolphin or what?

I got so many freaking thoughts in my mind right now.
I don't know how to phrase it or even start it.
This is so pathetic.
I actually want to talk to 1 person whom I neglected for a few months.. And 1 whom I had conflict with. But I don't know how to start. I think I have some EGO there. I can imagine being ignored or snooked with questions..
1 more guy that I actually want to talk more to. Do something that we used to do last time. I know what you are thinking. I'm straight. Just that I don't know why the feeling of seeing him is so weird. Whatever happens, happen WITH a reason. I think I know why. It's my own problem..
Hope it will be ok soon.
And this lady!!!! And here am I at the same time trying to talk to her.. And there she was don't know doing what freaking shit. The reply sucks. Tulan~
Maybe I shall just fucking don't show any concern. Wasting my time.
Might as well use the time to talk to the other 3. I mean, come on! I'm showing concern here man... Not saying "I love you" and waiting for a reply dude~ haha. What the fuck?
Or am I sending a signal to you? Saying "I love you?" haha. Are you a dolphin or what?
So I use my super sonic sound wave "squeek squeek" meaning "fuck you".....
Angry...


Friday 4th Sept

Its a no-plan day again.
Work work work.
Made myself OT while others went back. Stupid huh? Yeah I know.
Nothing to do what.
Saw zz online. Chatted. He asked me go supper with them. OK!
Rush to Simpang to meet them.
They got no plan and intended to go back after it.
Smsed freaks for mahjong.
Chit chat til quite late. Kept deciding to play basketball or go Army Open House.
Finally AOH...
Then met yh and jing.
Fetched zp then to my house for mahjong.
Lost almost 30 bucks. Reason being Jing kept feeding yh! I don't believe I'm that lousy in mahjong neither was my tile lousy.

Sat

I'm freaking tired.
Met zz, suan, bert and mich at Century.
Had KFC before going to AOH.
Ya so... AOH... nothing much to say about it.
Had dinner at Bishan.. Talked about police stuff.
Left them and back home before meeting Lionel.
Went to Shin 8 for Mingtai birthday.
Knew none of the people there!
Abit awkward.. Just chit chat with lionel and mingtai when hes free for us.
Back home at 4am.

Sunday

Slept til 12+pm.
Shiok!!!
Use laptop til 5+ before going out for dinner with relatives.
To this whatever Seafood Paradise.
Not that amazing la..
Total bill 520+ I think.. For 2 tables.
Home!

Monday

Work = Tulan.