I am what you see, I am not what they say.

So what if I say OK at first, and when others still can’t confirm after sometime, I say I’m NOT OK when I got other plans.
If so, I’m so gonna say “see first” “cannot confirm” “maybe can” next time. So I will not be of any offence.
I’m so excited over it at first. Even checked out everything beforehand.
Time goes, people still “don’t know” “really don’t know” “maybe cannot” “no money” fuck…
Damn irritated. Ya, I know you really don’t know. Ya, I know you really no money.
What? Am I supposed to wait and till last minute, “ eh sorry I can’t go because of some tom, dick and harry. “
Other people give me other choice that is FIRM. Of coz, I choose it.
It requires more money tho. But something for my interest, ok!
I don’t mind keeping that OK if they confirmed. If I got to miss a good chance for a confirmed answer that came first, not a problem!
Isn’t so.
I don’t want to put hope in this kind of stuff. With high disappointment rate.