my birthday

Why do i always tend to like something that doesn't belong to me?

Sian. work. on my birthday.
The night before i was listening to Wen Lan song, Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le(happy birthday to Myself). Quite an emo song, I love the song although it doesn't describe my feeling.
I was listening to this song on repeat mode the whole day, journey to work and back home.
Maybe this song somehow affect my mood.

Terry jio for dinner with my cousin, but i rejected it. reason : no mood.
Sec school friend jio to go out, i rejected it. reason : no mood.
They don't know though. But they will know soon enough.

Thanks Juliana and Angie for the entertainment after lunch.
AFTER they knew today is my birthday.
Laughter will come when they are around.
Don't know how will it be like if all of them took leave together!

Very sorry my friends. I'm just feeling not-me today.
Ok i will be going for a jog soon.
Hope today end soon.