I Cried

Went to visit ah ma at 6.30pm.
Many things happen..
Critical.

I cried. i thought i never will cry for these stuff.
My thinking was people will get old, they will die. so will I.
There is no need to cry.
But it doesn't work this way.

I cried when her oxygen is below average. docter say it is very dangerous.
I cried again when her blood pressure is low, very low.
I cried when she die.

I am there till her very last moment.
I am glad.
I am very fortunate.